{"id":162,"date":"2019-09-18T10:08:17","date_gmt":"2019-09-18T10:08:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/?p=162"},"modified":"2019-09-18T10:08:17","modified_gmt":"2019-09-18T10:08:17","slug":"i-have-been-a-drug-addict-for-the-last-4-years-i-spend-half-of-my-salary-on-drugs-q-a-with-samaritans-mumbai-a-suicide-helpline-held-on-15th-sept-19","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/?p=162","title":{"rendered":"I have been a drug addict for the last 4 years. I spend half of my salary on drugs :  Q &#038; A with Samaritans, Mumbai (A suicide helpline) held on 15th Sept.&#8217;19."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Heartbreaking &amp; inspiring stories from the Workshop and Q &amp; A with Mr Manohar, Director, Samaritans, Mumbai. A suicide helpline &amp; NGO. (<a href=\"https:\/\/l.facebook.com\/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.samaritansmumbai.com%2F%3Ffbclid%3DIwAR0f3Qbs6udqTh3IMVYCbRULPMePnlLgY7xPHQ3KPt1M6KqE3UYlWGN4XEI&amp;h=AT16x3qjwUK_eRPTSFmqiyI2GGQrqZ0gI8wgsJWoJ3NfIu9FUWBe2A9oWKMYcLYE0N2-9qVTyv6J4JQFdOC7-mpVcwc0LPBFIYOiC3U-LdGkLuY9a-vN9uYSetvpE94Vx4gKQeOI9C6j5hpLrwJdtQBd9vyiLZHXTV8_tmmDesGvcMDTAAgAO-XT2Ust_P9tBXK7j5GGqq7g23XzYBbVP5-3DuIslonsXlYeynPaOah0BevscLedSvI968ugLIOcKHsQ-M9e8dv9dJHAO6FNFw_YBq5Whf_hrtvmSiZqW2IkqYO8OYpR9bs7H2aqyXfLUCaIUpOqV9d-yVKy5ok-Bgw1QOm9yPhZFsbEsS5vw_deRXp7H9GlMDO7FYThtuEY4B51qzBGjTH4MpXeP_YVq_Q6d-rvVb2rORs5K_Rhi7dUTQX2YrSowxqBvF0caVkh3rQfUolT\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">www.samaritansmumbai.com<\/a>)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"512\" src=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0067-1024x512.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-163\" srcset=\"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0067-1024x512.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0067-300x150.jpg 300w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0067-768x384.jpg 768w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0067-1200x600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0067.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p> I have BPD. My dad is controlling my life. I wish to die but don\u2019t have the courage.\u201d <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0071-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-164\" srcset=\"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0071-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0071-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0071-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0071.jpg 1152w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption>HCI Meet @ Parsi Colony, Dadar<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI tried to commit suicide 2 days back. I called my friend at 1.30 am and he helped me get out of it. I was a drug addict. Currently, I am jobless &amp; lost. I come from a dysfunctional family and I haven\u2019t spoken to my dad for the last 5 months. I was so scared to come here and can barely manage to open my mouth. I need help.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0075-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-165\" srcset=\"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0075-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0075-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0075-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0075.jpg 1152w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI have been a drug addict for the last 4 years. I spend half of my salary on drugs. Right now I have only Rs 100 per day to survive the rest of the month. It started as a curiosity but now I am deeply addicted. I know it is a black world and I want everyone to come out of it asap including myself. World without drugs is so beautiful. I want to reach out to people and make them aware of the consequences, so that they never try.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"512\" src=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0068-1024x512.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"166\" data-link=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/?attachment_id=166\" class=\"wp-image-166\" srcset=\"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0068-1024x512.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0068-300x150.jpg 300w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0068-768x384.jpg 768w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0068-1200x600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0068.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"512\" src=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0069-1024x512.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"167\" data-link=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/?attachment_id=167\" class=\"wp-image-167\" srcset=\"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0069-1024x512.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0069-300x150.jpg 300w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0069-768x384.jpg 768w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0069-1200x600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0069.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p> \u201cMy mother had dementia and I was an extremely effeminate kid. I was bullied and harassed. These scars disturb me.\u201d <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI am the most senior person in the room. I have been on anti-depressants for the last 4 years. I want to get off medication \u2013 the side effects are painful.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"512\" src=\"http:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0059-1024x512.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-168\" srcset=\"https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0059-1024x512.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0059-300x150.jpg 300w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0059-768x384.jpg 768w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0059-1200x600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/huggingclubofindia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG-20190915-WA0059.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Samaritans Mumbai is a helpline providing emotional support for those who are stressed, distressed, depressed, or suicidal. +91 84229 84528 \/ +91 84229 84529 \/ +91 84229 84530<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Heartbreaking &amp; inspiring stories from the Workshop and Q &amp; A with Mr Manohar, Director, Samaritans, Mumbai. A suicide helpline &amp; NGO. (www.samaritansmumbai.com) I have BPD. My dad is controlling my life. I wish to die but don\u2019t have the courage.\u201d \u201cI tried to commit suicide 2 days back. 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